New Weigh In Day?

Last night was awful.
But luckily I purged most, if not all, of it up. Fuck me for eating hard to purge food. But luckily my little tum-tum feels tired and like shit after all that hard purging last night so eating is not something that is going to happen. Not soon anyways....

So I've noticed that weekends tend to be a bit harder, should I change my weigh in days to Friday or more likely Saturday morning? That way if the weekend goes sour I don't have to pay for it on Monday and I get a chance to correct any weekend mishaps over the week? I'm thinking about it.

Ugh..fuck purging. My stomach feels like shiiiiiit.




But the scale says 121.6 so...who cares?
Off to do crunches while I watch tv. Shoot me some mail, we'll talk.
<3

PUT IT DOWN

STOP FEEDING YOUR FAT FUCKING FACE!!!!!!! PUT IT DOWN!!!!!!!

Pepperonis, waffles dripping in butter, the rice cakes, the salsa. the pizza rolls, the pasta, the cereal, the fruit snacks, the apple sauce, the juice.

find a nice little home in my belly and never come up.






i want to die.

Binge...no purge

I was doing so well today. I was at 235 cal. And I got home and was going to eat half a sandwich. 196.7 cal. And call it good.  But then I ate the other half. And pizza rolls, and half a mini pizza, and waffles CAKED in butter and more pizza rolls and a pudding cup.

I am so disgusting. Why did I eat mostly meat and bread for my binge?!?!? SO hard to get up! I tried to purge, I really did. All I got was a little bit of pudding, a couple of pizza rolls, and water. What's wrong with me? AND I drank coconut water to help get it up. EVEN MY WATER HAD CALORIES!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tomorrow is a fast day, for sure. Nothing but zero calorie water. Any encouragement would be great, I need motivation so badly. And any tips on B/Ping well would be GREATLY appreciated.

Thanks,
The Fat Fucking Loser