Help?

Super beautiful mega thinspo best friend is coming up from Arizona (Moved 2 years ago, but we stay in touch and are super close). Just in time to see her perfect thin little size 1 body next to my gargantuan form. I won't be able to hear her talk over the sound of my thighs scraping together.

May 28th she will be here...

What do you think I can lose by then?

    Diet now will be eat nothing until I am honestly hungry (I'll drink something first to make sure I'm not just confusing hunger for thirst.) and then super restrict. But stay healthy. And hey, if I want a little something sweet, I won't deprive, but for sure talk to my texting buddy (love you) to make sure I don't over do it. Deprivation leads to binge. I won't treat it like ana or a diet. Just fact. It HAS to be done so I will do it. No fuss. Just do. As for exercise I am thinking 20 minute circuits of cardio/toning whenever I can fit it in. Alternating simple things like jumping jacks and running in place with crunches and squats and such just to keep my heart rate up and tone. This will probably work better than going to the gym for 2 hours every few days. Keep my metabolism up and hopefully burn fat more efficiently.

    So...May 28th...how much can I lose, realistically?

Damnit, Mary...

Ughhhh!

Damn you, Mary Jane!!!!!!! You always make me so fucking hungry!! I HATE the munchies!



I have got to quit smoking.

[Edit:]
After my fatty pig out, it's time to go work out.
Wish me luck <3