Sick

In more than one way.

I have this cod/flu that is probably killing me. The worst part is I love it and I can purge whenever I feel like without hiding because it will just be pegged as me having this virus.

As I was sitting there, legs hugging the toilet full of the cereal I had for breakfast, my hand covered in saliva, eyes watering, throat burning and twitching, I was thinking, "Damn, I'm sick." Not because I have a virus, not even because I am using that to purge, and not even because I AM purging, but because at the same time I was also thinking,

"Damn...I missed this."